Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Dial Tone

I went to call you the other night, and as I frantically scrolled to your number as I have done countless nights; I realized you wouldn't pick up. Its the first time that I've done that since you passed. I can't bring myself to delete your name from my contact list, and don't believe I ever will. I know I can still turn to you, and talk to you when I need you the most... but I miss hearing your voice. I know you'll always be there for me, but somedays are harder than others.

Friday, April 11, 2008

HELP!

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

is it really that serious?

America needs to realize it's not an only child...

Stop alcohol abuse, and just give me your Absolut instead of pouring it down the sink.

Courtesy of Reuters:

Absolut vodka pulls ad showing California in Mexico

MEXICO CITY (Reuters) - The distillers of Sweden's Absolut vodka have withdrawn an advertisement run in Mexico that angered many U.S. citizens by idealizing an early 19th century map showing chunks of the United States as Mexican.

The billboard ad has the slogan "In an Absolut World" slapped over a pre-1848 map showing California, Arizona and other U.S. states as Mexican territory. Those states were carved out of what had been Mexican lands until that year.

Although it was not shown in the United States, U.S. media outlets picked up on the ad, and after a barrage of complaints, Absolut's maker said on Sunday the ad campaign would cease.

Defending the campaign last week, Absolut maker Vin & Spirit said the ad was created "with a Mexican sensibility" and was not meant for the U.S. market.

"In no way was this meant to offend or disparage, nor does it advocate an altering of borders, nor does it lend support to any anti-American sentiment, nor does it reflect immigration issues," a spokeswoman wrote on Absolut's Web site.

"Instead, it hearkens to a time which the population of Mexico may feel was more ideal," she wrote.

Absolut's blog cite has received more than a thousand comments since the ad campaign was launched a few weeks ago, with many calling for boycotts of the Swedish company.

"I have poured the remainder of my Absolut bottles down the sink," one blogger wrote.

A war between Mexico and the United States from 1846 to 1848 started with Mexico's refusal to recognize the U.S. annexation of Texas and ended with the occupation of Mexico City by U.S. troops.

At the end, Mexico ceded nearly half of its territory to the United States, forming the states of California, Nevada, Utah and parts of Colorado, Arizona, New Mexico and Wyoming.

Mexicans remain sensitive about the loss and the location of the border. At the same time, the United States is fortifying barriers to keep out undocumented Mexican migrants.

Some Mexicans use the term "Reconquista" (reconquest) to refer to the growing presence in California of Mexican migrants and their descendants.

France's Pernod Ricard is taking over Absolut vodka, one of the world's top-selling spirit brands, after buying Vin & Spirit from the Swedish government at the end of March.

(Reporting by Noel Randewich, editing by Philip Barbara)

Monday, April 07, 2008

sigh...

Chalk it up to stubbornness...

I don't think that I will ever get used to certain things. I'll grow stronger from each situation, and I will never lose heart or the will to carry on. It gets to me, some days harder than others... but with everything it takes time, and in a sense, I guess I could say that time is all that I really have.

This has been a difficult year for me... So much loss and pain... Though, at the same time this year has been so fulfilling. It puzzles me how life always balances out through extremes. At least in my life it appears that way. I'll just take it how it comes to me good, bad, ugly... make the best of it all.

Nothing else to do, but pick myself up, dust off and keep on riding...

I love you, Uncle Peppie... and I miss you like you wouldn't believe.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

"Me And A Gun"

-Tori Amos

5am
Friday morning
Thursday night
Far from sleep
I'm still up and driving
Can't go home
obviously
So I'll just change direction
Cause they'll soon konw where I live
And I wanna live

Got a full tank and some chips
It was me and a gun
And a man on my back
And I sang "holy holy" as he buttoned down his pants
You can laugh
It's kind of funny things you think
at times like these
Like I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this

Yes I wore a slinky red thing
Does that mean I should spread
For you, your friends your father, Mr. Ed

Me and a gun
and a man
On my back
But I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this
Yes I wore a slinky red thing
Does that mean I should spread
For you, your friends your father, Mr. Ed
And I know what this means
Me and Jesus a few years back
Used to hang and he said
"It's your choice babe just remember
I don't think you'll be back in 3 days time
So you choose well"
Tell me what's right
Is it my right to be on my stomach
of Fred's Seville

Me and a gun
and a man
On my back
But I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this

And do you know Carolina
Where the biscuits are soft and sweet
These things go through you head
When there's a man on your back
And you're pushed flat on your stomach
It's not a classic cadillac

Me and a gun
and a man
On my back
But I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

quarterly review

just revisiting my resolutions for this year to see how i'm doing...

-spend less... SAVE SAVE SAVE

-pay off debts

-drink less

-work less, relax more

-go out and shoot every wknd for myself

lets see...

I am spending less, but not saving... debts are slowly being repaid, but with my Hallmark loans now in repayment, I'm still floating but partially it is a dead man's float.

Drink less - yes! - this is one thing that I'm proud of myself for. I will have a night cap now and then, but I have significantly cut down. Woo-hoo!

Work less, relax more?! HA! What was I thinking??

And shame on me for the last one... I have not been shooting for myself... slap me on the wrist... I'm upset at myself for this one.

Overall, I think I would give myself a C at best...